March 2011
When you wake up and realize you have to be at...
fuckweedimalwayshigh:
Yeah…
Dumpster-Diving Sluts
just became my latest and greatest insulting phrase. Gotta enjoy the little things.
The hell...
Is with all this frickin bipolar weather?
Yellow
“Look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and everything you do. Yeah they were all yellow.”
I’m still the same guy.
Sorry.
Blarg and Blah
I think I’ve become too dependent on music. Not that it’s a problem, but I often can’t go very long without plugging myself into a playlist. It clears my head, and I tend to just do or think thoughts faster. Kinda like letting my mind focus on just the music, then everything flows out of my head a lot faster and easier. I don’t have to let my mind focus on being overly...
Oh, Ha, Thats A Bit Of A Downer...
Welp, found interesting things on a hidden icon that took me to a Tumblr post of old, depressing notes. Interestingly enough, from what I read as compared to now, I can’t help but to call everything you used to say a lie.
It’s blantently obvious that you don’t want to be friends, and even while you said way back when that you still wanted to be friends, I can tell now that that...
Oh Sweet Jelly Beans
This is crazy. Crazy in the sense of how awesome it all is.
I’m a wanted teddy bear again.
I’m wanted again.
Wanted.
Valued.
Understood.
This will be different. It has to be. I made mistakes in the past, one of the biggest is ignoring this whole situation for as long as I had, or I guess I should say, that I failed to see that there was a situation in existence to begin with.
8 months...
That's It!!!!
Who pissed off the sky and gave it the idea to snow one more freakin time??? I bet I know who, and just so you know, everyone is staring at the snow, then you with the deepest of hate in their eyes.
Still Unsure
As to where to go from here.
Taking The Steps
To be:
Whole
Happy
Content
At Peace
Done
Ready for Anything
Accomplished
Also, I’m now completely out of the dark.
No more hiding from my own thoughts.
Trying to escape the reality of my choices.
Running from regret.
Things like this almost always are a double edged sword. Ying and Yang. Moon and Sun. Cheech and Chong. Light and Dark. I don’t know which polar opposite I am just...
Sometimes, the person who tries to keep everyone...
This is totally true.
I'm Starting A Journal
Not a tumblr journal, but a legitimate paper journal. I’m tired of advertising my feelings and thoughts on here for everyone to see. I’m tired if everyone knowing when I’m in pain if hurting. I’m a little lion man, roaring at the moon. Connfetti in my chest, someone lit a fire inside of me and I can’t put it out. Done.
“Words are flowing out like endless rain...
Talking to Sarah Knowles
Helps so much to forget everything bad that’s happened tonight.
Yepp.
This sucks. BUT! I’m still Chris Parker. I still kick ass. I rock all the socks in the room. Prep for the best in the Midwest lol.
Try. Fail. Acceptance. Repeat.
